I'm at the bottom .

I'm restless and sad . Gosh .  

There are some freakin' things happened to me about 1 years and half .

I don't know where is my mistakes act .

Yet,I can't figure it out until now .

I am down . 

Down and hoping to see it goes up like other days .

The days that I felt happy and enjoyed  in every single things that I've done in my life .

I've been stuck inside this situation now and I'm really starting to lose my mind.

I've been trying to get my life back but it's too "hard" .

To be honest with you, I'm kind of relieved.

Because at this point anything that doesn't involve "one thing"  sounds pretty good to me .

Hope u guys pray for my success and of course I'll do the same thing to u .

I would be so grateful if someone is willing to be a motivator to me . 

I mean someone that can give some advice,critized and support me .

 **really need this **

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terima kasih sudi baca :)

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