Happy Mother's Day to My Beloved Mama !

Today I would like to give a millionssss thxs 2 My Ma.That's how I call my mom !

Ma, Selamat Hari Ibu.

Thanks for being so kind to me ,

Thanks for your gentle care since I was born,21years ago ...

Thanks for giving me your love,

Thanks for being such a great mother in the world .

Thanks for everything MA :)

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY MA ! Emmuuaaahhhhhsss !

            To My MAMA   

Puan Che Yang Binti Hussein .

I love u so much ma .

Rindu sgt ko ma =D

Semoga Ma dipanjangkan umur,disihatkan tubuh badan,

disembuhkan segala penyakit,ditetapkan jiwa yang kental,

dimurahkan rezeki,dan diberkati oleh-Nya sentiasa,InsyAllah.


No matter what happened , Ma akan sentiasa berada di hati saya .
Ma sy seorang yg kuat,tabah dan kental. Tiada ibu di dunia ni yg sekuat mama sy :(
Sy akn sllu igt setiap jasa ma untuk kami semua :( Sedih plk :(
Saranghae Ma =)



Actually nk upload pic my mom kat cni ,usb plk xde ..
nntilah next time i upload :)


lots of love :

( Your daughter )

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terima kasih sudi baca :)

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SUM 41-Pieces

OMG Denise You basically explained my life ! xD

this song relates to me so well, i try my hardest, but nothing is ever good enough for anyone, not even myself.

When i heard this verse: 'This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.'

I Was litteraly speachless . My life is so empty, 'cause i seem to push everyone away, and then when i need them, they arent there.
The thoughts part and 'Its the only thing that i have' I hold onto my dreams, and i belive that i can achive them if i try hard enough, but if i didnt have those dreams, i probally wouldnt be here, i want them to come true so bad, that i'll never give up, and theyre the only things i keep going for . 

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

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I'm at the bottom .

I'm restless and sad . Gosh .  

There are some freakin' things happened to me about 1 years and half .

I don't know where is my mistakes act .

Yet,I can't figure it out until now .

I am down . 

Down and hoping to see it goes up like other days .

The days that I felt happy and enjoyed  in every single things that I've done in my life .

I've been stuck inside this situation now and I'm really starting to lose my mind.

I've been trying to get my life back but it's too "hard" .

To be honest with you, I'm kind of relieved.

Because at this point anything that doesn't involve "one thing"  sounds pretty good to me .

Hope u guys pray for my success and of course I'll do the same thing to u .

I would be so grateful if someone is willing to be a motivator to me . 

I mean someone that can give some advice,critized and support me .

 **really need this **

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Selamat Hari Lahir Ayah !

~ Selamat Hari Lahir  yang ke-59 AYAH ~

Kakak doakan ayah dipanjangkan umur dimurahkan rezeki 

diberikan kesihatan yang sihat serta diberkati hidup didunia dan di akhirat .

Segala jasa ayah hanya ALLAH yang mampu mbalas ..

Tiada harta yang dapat menandingi nilai perit jerih  ayah yang 

sangat berjasa pada kami semua , pada anak-anak tanpa mengira erti penat dan lelah ..

Terima kasih ayah kerana menjaga kami diwaktu susah dan senang ,

berkorban waktu serta keringat untuk kami ,terima kasih kerna ayah sentiasa

berusaha meletakkan senyuman pada wajah kami diwaktu

 keresahan dan kesusahan,tidak mengira waktu .

Doa kami sentiasa mengiringi ayah walau dimana jua berada .

No one can replace you in our hearts .

 Terimalah beberapa rangkap sajak istimewa buat ayah :

Ayahanda yang tercinta..
Masih jelas dalam ingatanku..
Saat kau muda bertenaga,
kau habisi peluhmu buat kita sekeluarga..
tanpa ada jawapan tidak,
kau curahkan segala kasih sayang..
Demi kemahuan kami, kau turuti semuanya..
Walaupun putera dan puteri mu ini tidak pernah membalasnya..
Namun kau teruskan tugasmu tanpa cacat cela.. 

Di saat kita perlu berpisah..
Ayah... masih tidak lekang dengan nasihat bermakna..
Bonda... hanya sinaran matamu yang mampu berkata-kata..
Aku yang cuma memahami dalam kesuraman suasana..
Berpelukan kami seperti tidak mahu dilepaskan..

Ayahanda dan bonda..
Doakanlah anakmu di sini..
Meneruskan tugas yang mulia..
Tanpa yang tersayang di sisi..
Moga dengan restu kalian,
perjuangan anakmu ini sentiasa dipermudahkan..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..
kasihanilah ibu dan ayahku..
Sepertimana mereka mengasihaniku,
Sewaktu aku masih kecil..
Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..

I ♥ YOU MUCH AYAH :)

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i'm in lurve :)

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